LOVE IS A GAMBLE
It's hard to continue on a relationship that already has a crack. Because a small crack will eventually lead to bigger and uglier cracks that's even harder to conceal, which will soon most likely leave your heart... broken.
Now, getting your heart broken is inevitable. Love is like a gamble. You either win or you lose. It's up to you how to smartly play with your cards. Either give it your all and expect to receive all in return and more. Or, play it smoothly as long as you stay in the game. If you win, you're either lucky or it's really meant for you. If you lose, you're either unlucky or it's really meant to happen. Now you ask, why am I meant to lose? To regret having to gamble over love? To get hurt? Or is it because everybody else's heart has been broken so, in order for me to be able to relate to them and experience life's toll on us humans, everyone's heart should get broken once or twice, including mine? I, too, have asked that to myself a couple of times already. Every time I lose. Do I already know the answer? Well, I have a couple of theories made, which are as follows.
Why do I have to lose over love?
First theory: Because the man/woman you've been with is such an ass* but you just don't see it because you are head over heels in love with this person. You'd do anything for him/her not seeing the pain he/she has caused you. And you think to yourself, why am I being so emotional lately? Why am I so insecure? Why am I jealous of every man/woman he/she talks to... yada, yada, yada. And usually, nothing's really wrong with you. They're just born ass*es that's why you can't trust them. And they bring out the worst in you.
Second theory: Because you have to learn to leave some more for yourself. You always give everything you've got, only to find out in the end that you were not meant for each other.
Third theory: Because you deserve someone better. And that much better person coming is worth the pain.
Fourth theory: Everyone has to go through a broken-hearted phase. Because only then, you'll realize, you are able to love.
Whether these theories are true or not, I hope, they somehow helped you find an answer. If you're ready to face the consequences of love, do not fear gambling for it. If you lose, you can try again. And if you win, you'll see it's worth it.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
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2 comments:
Hm.. On my part, I havent gotten anything good in love. Nothing talaga. Only pain and brokeness.. so in a way I really cant relate. Yung sinabi mo about all the pain will be worth the next better person, I've always thought about that. And since I have experienced so much brokeness and pain already, npapaisip ako kung anong klaseng tao un dapat para sakin... sa dami ng pain siguro dapat artista na un ! haha.. pramis.. and naisip ko na din.. na most likely shes not worth all of the pain, kasi why should she? .. we dont live in a fairy tale na may script.. how we wished we were... But I think its not really like that. I think we write our own stories. We make our own destiny. kaya i believe, the person for me, will be all worth it, because I want her to be all worth it. Tayo susulat ng storya natin, we can change and control kung ano man nangyayari satin ngayon, effectively changing our past, and effectively directing our future. You can fix your relationship if you really want to. I believe if you honestly give your love and trust, mag eecho un at babalik sayo. If naturally na fefeel mo un coldness na binibigay nya, dont give that coldness back. Dahil you'll only continue the cycle and it will grow and grow like a snowball or like a crack na sinasabi mo. To react naturally is what we usually do. Pero human tayo, meron tayong soul/spirit na kayang transcend un naturalness na un. And because we can do that, I believe we can change anything-- our luck, our fate, our destiny, and rewrite it as we want it.
Hi Pao. Thanks for taking the time to read my blog.
You're actually right, we may be the ones to write our own destiny. Every individual has their own side of the story. Yours is different from mine. And his maybe different from hers. What I have stated were just theories I've concluded based on my own and friends' experiences. I believe we should never give up on love though. It'll come your way when you least expect it. I know it's cliche, but it's true.
I hope you won't give up on it too, Pao. Of all the heartaches and pain you've experienced, you may not be ready to love again. But don't give up on it just yet. If you believe and hope that someone's out there for you, she'll come. She may not be the one you've expected to come along at first. But, she will come. And let me know if you do find her. :)
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